why greige?

I’ve always been an outsider. An observer, looking in. Partly because I had a really independent childhood, partly because I’m an introvert, partly because of a lot of reasons. I live in my own world, everyone is just a guest in it.

What is this leading up to? Well, because I’m admittedly self-absorbed, I have this notion that my life is very dull… average. Grey and beige. Greige.

It’s hard to see myself as cool and interesting. Moreover, I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want it to be that way. Despite thinking that every life is special and unique, I have trouble seeing that with my own life.

To remedy the situation, I thought a blog of my thoughts and feelings would help. I can live my life yet also at some point in time, to step back and reflect on a tangible collection of special moments/thoughts/feelings. I could observe that the life I lived and live, is special and unique.

So here I am, trying to find the beauty in being greige…

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